Make you feel my love
I feel as though the scars of him stop me from going further. I suppose its a defence mechanism, naturally on the basis of how things turned out with him. Its been ages, but by now I know that its pointless to put a time limit on these hurts that I have so dutifully held inside of me. I know its out there, to find someone who will hold me tight the way they should, to find someone who understands what it means to care for someone. But at the same time I don't believe in it. I let him into this heart of mine, I let him inside these insecurities, I let him hold power over my vulnerability. Trust, faith, and heart, I gave it all. But in return I had received nothing but dissatisfaction and bitterness. And after all the mess, I let him walk all over me, because despite the transition from love to hate, I still let him into my heart. Many times I tried to move on from him. I tried falling for someone out of my league, I tried falling for someone who seemed so complicated and f